And every day is a start of something beautiful...

They keep talking, talking, talking, but we're walking, walking, to the light tonight, TONIGHT!!!!








Sometimes you're wrong...

All your burdens on my shoulders!!!

The tragedy, it seems unending.I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending.
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions just to come out the hero...
Well,I can see behind the curtain,I can see it now: the wheels are cranking, turning,it's all wrong,the way we're working towards a goal that's non-existent-it's not existent,but we just keep believing...

Man down!

You were my conscience,so solid,now you're like water.We started drowning,not like we'd sink any farther!!!!
But I let my heart go,It's somewhere down at the bottom,but I'll get a new one and come back for the hope that you've stolen!!!



Now that you're gone the world is ...

She's got to love nobody!

you escape like a runaway train off the tracks and down again!
my hearts beating like a steam boat tugging,all your burdens on my shoulders!
in the mourning i’ll rise!
in the mourning i’ll let you die!
in the mourning,on my word!

in the mourning all my worry…

now there’s nothing but time that’s wasted and words that have no backbone!
Now it seems like the whole world's waiting!
can you hear the echoes fading...?!
in the mourning i’ll rise!
in the mourning i’ll let you die!
in the mourning,on my sorry!

in the mourning all my sorry’s...

♥

Love.It's the biggest risk we take-and the most enduring mystery.

Love.It's a strange mixture of … alchemy and destiny.And despite all our grand ideas about who we should be with,love ultimately chooses for us … every time.

They say love is friendship set on fire.And if you're lucky enough to find someone you can give yourself to-mind,body and soul?You should hold on-and hope like hell you don't get burned.

This circle never ends...

And if you're listening,I miss you.And if you hear me now,I need you.Where did you go,'cause you're not gone.Everyone knows there's something's wrong.The wires are cut,and I'm alone…
Your voice comes in and now it's fading.I can't believe this is so frustrating,'cause you never seem to understand and you let me slip straight through your hands.How does it feel to be alone?
I know we're getting closer.I know you're coming back for me this time…this time…and If you ever find what you were looking for I will be waiting there…I will be there…
And do you ever want me,do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
And it's okay,there's always another day!
And anytime you want me,anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye.
But it's okay,there's always another day…

Turn it off!!!!

p.s.So your father told you once that you were his princess!You won't see the castle,you cannot find your prince and now you've grown a lot and your dress don't fit right!Your daddy's not a hero,he stole your chariot!!!So here you are in pieces,trying to prove to us it's real!The softness of your smile and the lies you want to feel,the scales beneath your skin are showing off today!There's evil in your heart and it wants out to play!There's evil in your heart a
nd it wants out to play!There's evil in your heart and I have made a home here,for me,you'll burn it down with your fantasy…!!!

'Cause baby,you're a firework!

p.s.you got to feel free!!!

No,not this time!

p.s.I've got no time for feeling sorry!

I Will Breathe Again!

p.s.nu este o promisiune ci o speranta...!

Not every negative word is always negative!

If I'm a bad person,you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle,i mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore!
Where's your gavel?Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No,we're not the same
No,well,we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good,it's good !

Well,you treat me just like another stranger
Well,it's nice to meet you,sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out!

You treat me just like another stranger
Well,it's nice to meet you,sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out!

Ignorance is your new best friend!
Ignorance is your new best friend!

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war,no,it's not a rapture
I'm just a person,but you can't take it
The same tricks that,that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well,now I can fend for myself!

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No,we're not the same
No,well,we're not the same
Yeah,we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good!

Well,you treat me just like another stranger
Well,it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out!

You treat me just like another stranger
Well,it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out!

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend!!!!

Well,you treat me just like another stranger
Well,it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ypu treat me just like another stranger,
Well,it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way OUT!!!


O da!!!Melodia asta e facuta pentru mine.E I-R-O-N-I-C-A!Perfect!


p.s."Sarcasm:the last refuge of modest and chaste-souled people when the privacy of their soul is coarsely and intrusively invaded."-Dostoievski

If I were a boy...

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man


If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin’alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home..(to come home)!!!


Ce pot spune...nu-mi doresc sa fiu baiat,n-am de ce sa imi doresc sa fiu baiat.Imi place ca sunt fata,pentru ca nu sunt ca oricare,sunt mai...speciala!Doar ca iubesc sa traiesc,uneori,ca un baiat;uneori ii apreciez si trebuia sa-mi exprim intr-un fel admiratia!!!

I feel no sympathy!!!

Nu am ce sa mai zic...chiar nu ma asteptam,nu de la aceasta persoana!!!Dar,deja,demult,am trecut de faza cand ma durea,acum doar mie scarba si punct!!!

And all the best lies,
They are told with fingers tied!
So,cross them tight,
Won't you promise me tonight
If it's the last thing you do,you'll get OUT!!!


p.s.si cum demult asteptam ocazia versurile de mai jos sunt cu dedicatie speciala,atat pentru persoana aici in cauza,cat si pentru alta,care nu de curand m-a dejamagit!

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay,well did you?
I put my faith in you,so much faith
And then you just threw it away...You threw it away!!!

The wheels are cranking,turning!

E interesant cum totul capata alt sens,cum deodata te trezesti mergand pe alt drum.Imi place,desi doare uneori,sa stiu ca totul o sa arate intr-un final ca am dreptate,am avut dreptate!Si totusi,cum niste lucruri puternice se pot transforma asa de usor in scrum,cum deodata numai exista,cum nu te mai intereseaza?!Well,nu stiu sa raspund,nu vreau raspuns,e mai interesant asa...doar momentan pot sa spun ca imi place ce intorsatura a luat viata mea.Ce as putea dori mai mult?!Daca acum o saptamana nu stiam ce vreau,acum stiu!Daca acum o saptamana "tu" erai in prin plan,acum "el" e!Daca acum o saptamana nu stiam multe lucruri,acum le stiu!Si daca stau sa privesc in urma,de 3 luni viata mea trece de la o extrema,la alta,de la o situatie la alta si tot asa si totusi acum pot sa spun ca in ciuda la toate astea momentan sunt mai sigura pe mine ca niciodara si stiu exact ce vreau...mai bine ca niciodata!
Vreau felul asta de viata!Ador felul asta de viata!...just...


It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
It's never been like that
Ohhhhh!!!

I thought I'd never see the day when you smile at me!

Numai eu inteleg semnificatia titlului,defapt ale acestor randuri.Nimeni nu va putea intelege vreodata ce vreau sa spun,pentru ca nu pot sa exprim ce simt,sa explic ce se intampla si nici nu vreau!E ceva ce pastrez pentru mine,o placere...dada,asta si este!Nu-mi creeaza suferinta,pentru prima oara,doar mici fiori ce ma fac sa plutesc si sa fiu doar eu!Si pot fi si cu picioarele pe pamant,mai bine ca niciodata!Poate e gen:"Back to the same old!",nu sunt sigura.Stiu doar ca asta se intampla de mult,mereu a fost aici indiferent de situatie si...mereu o sa fie!Intr-un fel asta e doar un caz particular,dar in general,momentan nu pot sa explic nimic din ce se intampla cu mine...am doar un singur cuvant:Riot!




Let's be more than...This!!!

And it hurts remembering how it felt to shut down!

Cacat...nu va mai suport...m-am saturat...am facut atat sa va ajung prietena dar nu merita...asa nu va convine,invers nici atat.Va hotarati?!Sau nu sunteti in stare?!Cine pana mea va credeti?!Dumnezeu?!NU SUNTETI SI PUNCT!N-o sa uit niciodata cum m-am simtit din cauza voastra...cum faceti,in general,lumea sa se simta atat de mica numai ca puteti si va doare numa' de voi.Sunteti prea plini de voi si n-aveti frate cu ce,sunteti niste ratati(e)!Duceti-va dracu...N-am nevoie de voi!Nu voi mi-ati fost alaturi cand am avut nevoie,nu voi m-ati invatat ce stiu,am facut singura tot,fara ajutorul vostru,care ar fi oricum inutil.Si poti sa crezi ca depind de tine,guess what?!!?Nu e asa...nu te lua dupa aparente!Ma doare si pe mine undeva de tine!Si nu m-a apucat ce m-a apucat dintr-o data ...e de mai mult,voi m-ati facut sa cred astfel...am tacut...dar acum pun punct,numai pot pretinde ce nu exista!
p.s.asta e valabil pentru cei care au fost sunt si vor fi niste RATATI(E)!
Pa!

You make your way in
I resist you just like this
You can't tell me to feel
The truth never set me free
So i did it myself!

I'm my own worst enemy!!!

Sau s-o luam altfel:Do you know your enemy??!I don't think so...Singurul dusman pe care omul il poate avea e el insati.Daca te uiti atent in interior o sa vezi doua parti:constientul si inconstientul!Ele iti pun eticheta de propriul tau dusman.De ce zic asta pana la urma?!Pentru ca singuri luam deciziziile care ne duc unde ne duc.E bine cand totul merge bine,dar cand merge rau imediat cautam sa dam vina pe alti cand defapt toata vina e la noi insine.E greu intradevar sa iei decizii,sa alegi.Trebuie sa sti cum sa lupti cu tine,pentru ca asta e cel mai important.Trenuie sa ai vointa de a imblanzi animalul din tine si sa faci ce trebuie!Pana la urma eu singura am ajuns in situatia asta de cacat.Am preferat sa ma chinui pe mine asa degeaba,pentru ca n-o sa primesc nimic gratis sau in intregime cum doresc!Pot sa incerc sa fiu indiferenta,sa ma prefac indiferenta pentru ca o parte din mine chiar nu vrea sa fie indiferenta si sunt foarte constienta ca indiferenta omoara.Hmmm...ma gandeam ca as putea sa fiu mai a dracu,asta ar durea si mai rau...dar mai vedem cum evolueaza lucrurile!Pana data viitoare nu uitati sa aveti grija de voi sa nu faceti ceva ce veti regreta!

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off!!!

Can I?!

Am constatat din nou ca pot trai fara voi...defapt m-am convins din nou ca asa e!!!E atat de simplu,doar daca m-as implica in tot felul de actiuni care sa ma distraga as uita de existenta voastra in majoritatea timpului....si sunt atat de multe...As putea sa va ignor altfel,sa las ca timpul pierdut fara sa ma gandesc la voi sa puna amprenta pe mine...as ajunge sa va uit!!!Dar nu vreau...pentru ca tin la voi prostilor si sunteti destul de importanti incat sa ma chinui pe mine!!!
P.s.sunt foarte constienta de faptul ca o sa trebuiasca sa aleg,dar oare pot?!?Fiecare dintre voi 2 e pentru o alta parte din mine.Dar nu tine de mine decizia,voi hotarati,eu doar ma las in voia "sortii",imi pun soarta in mainile voastre...

Why her?!

Anca!In asa putin timp mi-a devenit una dintre cele mai bune prietene...De ce?!Pentru ca din punctul meu de vedere e sincera.Pentru ca o cunosc de putin timp si stiu atat de putine lucruri despre ea dar in acelasi timp parca o stiu de o viata intrega.Pentru ca cu ea pot fi eu.Pentru ca ne completam ideile,pentru ca o simt langa mine fara sa vrea nimic in schimb,pentru ca a reusit pur si simplu sa ma faca sa o consider prietena,ceea ce multi din asa zisele persoane pe care le consider prietene n-au reusit sa faca!
In fine...eu dau o sansa tuturor...vreau sa ma am bine cu toti...dar ea...ea e mai mult...!!!Thanks girl>:D

hihi....

"suntem buni da-ne naibii de nebuni suntem strabuni..."!!!!
Azi vreau sa comentez pe fraza de mai sus.Ce e ea?!?!?E ce...versuri in rima din serile cand jhon vrea idei...zic eu 2 cuvinte,zice si jhon 2 si iese versu'!!!Mdaa...spunem doar adevarul...
Da!!!Sunt nebuna....de ce?!?Pentru ca sunt obsedata sa fac cat mai multe lucruri,ca sunt eu si cine ma cunoaste imi stie crizele de ras din metrou si extravagantul meu gesticulat!!!Ca ma las in general purtata de instinct si e cam nebunesc el de felul lui!Pentru ca daca ma prinzi intr-o pasa buna spun numai "prostii" si nu in ultimul rand pentru ca aud tot timpul"esti nebuna..."!!!Dar ghici ce:sunt foarte mandra sa fiu asa!!!
Imi permit,pot si vreau!!!Vreau sa ma tina lumea minte....vreau sa fac lucrurile cat mai bine ca sa pot sa ma cred buna in adevaratul sens al cuvantului(si fie vorba intre noi sunt buna si la propriu si la figurat...daca intelegi ce vreau sa zic)!!!Si ce e cu mine ca scriu un articol atat de plin de mine?!?!Doar am cam umblat cu lei zilele astea si mi s-a urcat la cap...e si poate si starea asta de euforie care ma bantuie zilele astea e de vina...dar hei,who cares?!?!Traiesc clipa,nu conteaza cum!!!